Deliverance From Evil

 "To open the blind eyes, to bring out the prisoners from the prison, and them that sit in darkness out of the prison house." (Isaiah 42:7 KJV)

Today I had my second deliverance. Similar to the first one I had just over a week ago with my two amazing spiritual family members. This time, I really felt like something huge has shifted within me. If I just explain a little...... a few weeks ago I text Justin (companyofburninghearts) and asked if he would mind praying for me as I was experiencing the usual effects of full blown depression and this time decided I would reach out for help. As you can see from my last entry, I was going through a particularly difficult time and knew that I needed some more assistance to beat the demons that are so insistent upon controlling my life. His response was to bring Jane (amazing woman and seer into the spiritual realm) and himself over my house and actually pray with me. Now, usually I wouldn't agree to something like this as I knew I would have to delve into areas of my past and parts of me that were wrapped up in fear and pain. But, I knew I was in good hands and decided to let this prayer session go ahead. What has happened over the last two sessions that they have been here has been nothing short of a miracle!

The first session we went back into my past to deal with issues that were still affecting me and we declared that the spirit of death and depression that was attached to me, would leave me alone. As both Jane and Justin prayed with me, my body began to twist and out of me, an unknown language began to hiss and yell. I was burning up and sweat was pouring from me as I felt the twisting of extreme resistance within me begin to lose its grip. I to this day have no idea what language or words I was speaking, nor do I completely understand what exactly happened to me. All I do know is, when they left I felt a sense of peace that has been absent for such a long time, I forgot I was even capable of reaching such a level of calm.

They both arrived again today to pray into more of the issues affecting my self image and my past. Today my vision into the spirit realm opened up and I began to sail away in a world that made complete sense to me. In the midst of them pulling out the demonic from within me, I was catapulted into a heavenly realm and I laughed as I saw Jesus holding me and  for the first time in my life saw a glimpse of the true deep love He has for me, His lost sheep. This time, my voice became hoarse and I almost barked at Jane and Justin as they spoke words of peace over my life. I had been involved in witchcraft when I was younger and this seemed to have had more of an effect on me than I had ever bargained for. My body again began to twist and I yelled out as I felt from within me, something being pulled out of my throat. My head shot backwards and all I could do was lie there as from within me, it felt God was uprooting a tree of evil that had kept me from growing, from speaking, from living, and He pulled it out of my mouth and threw it aside. This demon did not want to leave and I felt again the resistance to its moving as each lock it had chained me in was finally being undone. To be honest, I am very open minded, but even I was amazed at the way in which these demons were conquered. It was like being in an audition for the exorcist, only funny until you realise that they do actually exist and they were actively choking the life out of me. As I became freed from the chains of my past, lies, pain, hate and fear, it seemed like a massive weight had been taken from me and I relaxed into the seat of peace that Justin told me was mine in Jesus. They had seen in the spirit that this demon had stopped me being able to speak the truth over matters that were affecting me and instead had kept them hidden inside of me, rotting any sense of self or happiness, from the inside out. This time my heart, mind and voice became united as my freedom was reinstated.

I can't fully explain to you the feelings I have now concerning these deliverances. I am still somewhat in shock, still absorbing the beauty of the words Justin and Jane spoke over my life, of me being able to change the atmosphere with my words and me being strongly prophetic which is why the demons wanted me to be locked to them. The love of not just my Lord, but also my spiritual family continues to refresh and amaze me. I am finally walking in the path of peace and today is a new day for me. I have been released into life again. Now I just have to keep up the faith, look forwards and remember that above all, it is love from the Father, who will bring me back home again. Amen.

Love Always.x