“And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.”
Joel 2:28 (NIV)
Joel 2:28 (NIV)
- I will heal people with my words (written and spoken) and hands
- The reason I have gone through all these years of pain and suffering is so that I can help others who have been where I have been. It has been my training period so I can help to heal others.
- I will be strong in both the Word and the Spirit and will hear the voice of God clearly, enabling me to prophesy over others
All the above are revelations imparted from God to other people and told to me. I genuinely believe each and every one but have been confused as to how they affect my immediate present and also my future. But, as I am putting more and more trust in the Lord, He now is downloading revelations into my heart and life that are making the above seem attainable.
Firstly, I have felt a strong urge to return to study and whilst I first thought to do a creative writing course, I am too late to enrol and see this as a sign that this was not the original pathway God had planned. I also felt a deep urge within me to understand health and social care as not only am I directly impacted by it but I am also interested in the impact it has on others. So this course has enough time for me to enrol and seems to be getting the go ahead from God, at least from the voice I hear in my head which I am certain comes from Him. This will allow me to not only understand my own personal experiences but to learn about others and how they are handled and what they have been through which will give me a better grounding in which to help people. I am excited about this coming year because I feel like things are finally starting to make sense now.
In the past I kept having visions of a home in Spain where I looked after people who were experiencing trouble in their lives, mainly in their relationships. In my old diaries I have written about these visions and what the place would look like and what it would provide to others but it only seemed like a distant dream. God has been putting these visions back in my head and heart and making the end goal easier for me to understand and picture. I now get these visions every day and believe that that is what this part of my life is now leading towards. I am not double minded, therefore I trust in these visions and believe this is where God is directing me. No, I have no idea how I am to get there, what exactly will be provided and how I will get the resources together to even make this possible, but the vision is clear and I am ecstatic whenever it enters my mind, so I know it is from God and it does, reflecting on the above prophesies, make perfect sense to me. It is a dream that echoes deep within my heart and I now have a focus that I can work towards.
I refuse to doubt the validity of the above vision and I feel that the path I am now on and have been on up until now is leading me to the place I often go to in my head. It was there even before I believed, faint impressions of the life that I was always destined to live and now I know it is His heart that is being reflected onto mine, it makes it seem achievable, destined, real. I will endeavour to battle the storms that come my way because its finally making sense why I had to go through them and why I will have to continue fighting the different aspects that my mental health throws into my mind. I can conquer this because I have a purpose and bit by bit, day by day more is being revealed. Oh the marvellous glory of God.
The dream, the vision is one that resonates deep within me and also seems to make perfect sense. Though as I have said I am unsure of what all the next steps will be towards achieving this, the longing in my heart makes me believe that God will impart these the more I put my hope and trust in only Him. He holds all the answers, I just need to make sure I am positioned to listen to them....
Love Always.x
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