"I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people." (Ephesians 1:18)
I have continued my quest for bookworm of the year award winner by completely finishing my new book: The Spiritual Revolution', (as mentioned yesterday) in only two days! I devoured it as only a true thirsty child of God can and now feel at a loss, so have decided that for the books I use to actually stay with me, I should at least discuss how I felt about what I was reading and while I was reading them. The thing is, I love books, they are my true passion and in this walk with God they provide excellent tools for me to understand deeper what it means to be a part of His kingdom. In fact, since this whole new world opened up to me back all those months ago, I have read over 20 different books around the same theme, God. Many have similar views, some are varied, but none that I have yet read have given completely different messages, which is a good sign. Patricia Kings books are more geared towards the supernatural realms and that is where I choose to focus my studies, as well as on his Word and presence.
The supernatural has always fascinated me. Never feeling like I fitted in was some what comforted when I was in my teens by the knowing of a presence that seemed to stay around me all the time. I felt strangely protected when crying on my bed, knowing that I was being watched, soothed even though I couldn’t always sense what was there. On some occasions I could see pale shimmers of white light moving around my room, sometimes touching me, sometimes just passing by and I was never scared of these particular spirits. I began to assume they were my angels and the testimonies to me being alive after being in many life threatening situations (both intentional and not) seem proof that my guardian angel has never been far away.
As I begin to understand more about the supernatural realms, things in my life and mind are clicking into place. Its like knowledge I already knew, just was too scared to delve deeper, fearing it would further distance me from a world I so desperately wanted to fit into. Now though, I am proud to see that all the visions I've had, including vivid pictures of places and experiences within my imagination, were my gifts that God has blessed me with. An amazing and deeply inspirational lady called Jane who I met recently at several of the events I go to, told me the other week that I am a 'seer.' For those of you who aren’t familiar with the term, it basically means someone who has visions, both open (eyes open) and eyes closed, plus can also have transces etc. in/into the supernatural realm. I just tried finding a better description of this on Patricia Kings page(xpmedia) and the first video that came up for me to view just made me cry with astonishment. Please please view it, it couldn’t be more relevant to what I have already started talking about: http://www.xpmedia.com/YxEIFlW8JAcX.
Wow. This is what I mean when I say that I believe in God. I swear that I had written up to describing the seer, till I searched for its description. The fact that she just gave me a revelation on what I was talking about, out of all the websites and all the videos I could have picked, this is a sure sign to me that God wants me to use this gift more. I am honestly stunned that I just saw this. Thank you Jesus. This is my life and you are changing it from the inside out. I was that girl who saw things, people did tell me it was just my imagination. Of all the things for me to write about today, I chose this and was given revelation on it. My God is a good God and He knows me and is speaking to me all the time. That message has fortified in me the belief that I can see into the supernatural, a gifting that has been growing in recent months again, back like when I was a teenager. I truly believe that revelation was for me and it came at just the right time. Wow. Thank you Jesus. The revelation was so right, I used to be very aware of both good and evil and that stayed with me as I have grown up too. I felt like there was a constant battle for my soul and I had powers that could discern both good and bad. People just thought I was strange or it was a part of my illness, but this has given me more comfort than you could possibly understand. I am meant to be like this, I am meant to have seen things, I am a seer. Thank you Lord.
The last time I went to spirit school the seer gift was working in me, where I saw a vision of me (closed eye) standing in a dress covered in diamonds on a staircase and when I looked down, Jesus was staring up at me. I then turned to look up the stairway and all I could see was the brightest light shining down on top of me and the full power of its beauty and force actually floored me. My body, not in the vision, in reality, dropped to the floor and I gripped on as floods of peace and love washed through my veins. I was almost paralysed as I realised I was being bathed in the light that shone before me. I was being bathed in love and I was powerless to do anything but accept its healing effect on my mind. No bad thoughts could enter, no fear was around me, I was enveloped in an atmosphere of light and love and understood again what it meant to be loved by my creator. Later on that night, while engaging in worship, the Lord did the same again and for the second time that night, I was floored and felt my body step into the heavenly realms and all I could do was accept the love being poured out on me. It was magnificent and even though my human understanding cant fully comprehend how it happened, I am not dismissing it. I was there, I felt it, I saw it and I believed. I do believe and God believes in me.
That revelation feels like a key that has gone into my heart and accelerated me into more glory. The books I have read, the DVD’s I have watched are merely tools for me to deepen my understanding, but when the real deal steps in, you know about it. I know about it. I am truly blessed and I am learning more and more how to enter the place that this whole blog began for, it is my time to step in and engage in the glory realm. Glory to God.
Love Always.x
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